Do you get sick of it? When people think you’re this
Useless piece of shit with no real feelings if
The roles were reversed they’d be first to cut sick and yet
Here we are dealing with a now complete hypocrite
And I don’t get it this meddling mentality
Like others are more bothered than me about my reality
And I’m not perfect that shit is for certain
But at least I’m working to try and become a better person
Well I felt worthless myself for long enough
But of course I love how you’re getting up on that high horse to judge
Maybe while you take in the view
You should refocus that telescope and place it on you
Or better yet instead of changing your tune when you see my face in a room
You could take the time to explain your claims to me to
But nah, keep talking shit tot he people I care about an'
Know each second I lose respect for you when I hear about it
Hook/chorus:
Oh, it happens all the time
(Life's trials are a mystery, all the while I just try to make them history)
I just don't know why
It's always on my mind
(Life's trials are a mystery, all the while I just try to make them history)
I just have to try
Second verse:
I'm not proud of it but I think I'm an alcoholic
The thought of 24 hours without a drink's abhorrent
I tried out Dry July cheated then felt evil and
Drank so much more the next month it got so bad if honest
I considered AA but I don't drink until I vomit
So the idea feels silly because I got it
Somewhat under control no binging but sinkin at least like 6 each evening
Seems to be something that I really do need to cope with
The daily stresses of life, I tell you what
They trebled the night my son decided to enter my life
Another source of frustration for me
I thought I'd make a great Dad but occasionally
I struggle with the responsibilities of raising a seed
Get caught up in my own shit too busy to play and it seems
I've found a new excuse to blame the defeat of chasing my dreams
Instead of facing up to the fact I'm a lazy MC
supported by 4 fans who also own “Troubles (feat. The Missus)”
I brought this album 2 years ago a still come back to it such great album when making a album is a dying art you killed this as a whole body of work hawkey95